So i have this friend and she's really mean to her boyfriend and i used to like this kid (who don't i like right?) and she literally treats him like shit. it's really starting to piss me off. he deserves and can get wayy better than her. like i love her as a friend, don't get me wrong, but if she keeps treating him like this i'm literally going to scream. it's stupid that she can get a boyfriend and treat him like shit like she does and he doesn't leave or nothing happens really and i can't even get one date. what is wrong with me? seriously? what did i do that was sooo wrong that i can't even get one person (of the opposite sex) to like me? it's the pity party that never stops with me isn't it? i just want someone. someone to hold hands or just hold in general. everyone's like you'll find someone. will i? i don't know... i mean used to say i know i'll find someone. then time went on and i said i figure eventually something has to happen. now as time keeps passing i'm just like, okay... maybe not? i just want to quit because it hurts but it would hurt worse if i quit. all my friends are being cute with their boyfriends and all that stuff and i look away to be respectful to them but also so i don't have to feel like a fat ugly stupid pig who can't even find a date for one night. i just can't take it anymore. i'm so tired of being alone... even when i'm in a room filled with people, i'm just so alone. forever alone
Sincerely,
Scream Queen ☮
