Dreams of Loneliness Like a Heartbeat

Another GREAT dream. okay so there's this guyy that i've liked for a while, and i'm really not sure why... he's kind of stupid, just a lil'! :)) anyways, back to the dream:
so it was fourth of july but for some reason it was REALLY cold. and we were at my old house but it wasn't the actual house just the street and the neighbors, well the really old couple that were my neighbors had (in the dream) dementia and were like lost or something so we had fun with that for a while then we were just laying on the top of a car i was under a cover and he was wearing a baseball cap and a hoodie. and we were laughing and just talking and stuff. then we stopped for a minute and i took his hat off REALLY quickly and he was like, "wh-" and i leaned in for a kiss and we head butted and our teeth hit and the only reason i didn't say that it was a bad dream was because that would happen in real life, well maybe not the rest of the stuff but the kiss. i just feel like if i EVER got the slightest chance with him that that's how our kiss would end up like that because i'm that big of a clutz. like lezbehonest.

Sincerely,


Scream Queen ☮

Sweet Dream or a Beautiful Nightmare

BEST DREAM EVER LAST NIGHT!! Okay so i'm in love with this band (Paradise Fears [PF]) and there are 6 band members: Sam (Lead Singer), Cole (Lead Guitarist, Backup Singer, My first love of the band), Jordan (Guitarist, Backup Singer, my second love), Markus (Bass Guitar), Michael (Pianist, my third love), and Lucas (Drummer). Well they do these "House Parties" and i've had one before (i'm currently laying in the spot Cole laid in) and it was amazing. Well in the dream, i had another one, and they were REALLY tired. so i offered to let them sleep in my room as long as we could to in there too. they said fine and we went to my room. but instead of one bed i had three beds in my room. One was my normal bed and it was in the middle. Lucas jumped on that one, Sam and Cole jumped in the one on the left and Markus jumped on the one on the right. Jordan was no where to be found at the time. I got in the bed with Lucas and i fell asleep also and when i woke up Jordan was in my bed and we were cuddling (and when i say cuddling i mean REALLY CUDDLING like wrapped in each other) Amanda and someone else was in the bed with Sam and Cole and April was in the bed with Markus and Lucas was on the bed Jordan and i were on but he was on the side closest to the bed with April and Markus. i woke up and Jordan woke up a few seconds later and we literally just stayed there for a long time and we talked and then every one was up and Jordan and i went into a room in the basement and i asked him if a lot of girls came on to him at the house parties, he said no, and i asked him if he would be apposed to me kissing him and he said no so we did... that. and went back into my "bedroom" and laid on the bed again wrapped in each other and then everyone just laid there and joked around and it was awesome. then my dad called and woke me up and to top it all off he was a dick. so no ending for me :((

but seriously, BEST DREAM EVER!!

Sincerely,


Scream Queen ☮