Tuesday, June 12, 2012

I'll Never Get It Right, I Tried

when i worked at my last job, there was this guy there: he was tall and kind of awkward but really funny. he would always greet me with "hey beautiful" it was literally the best thing anyone ever said to me. i don't know why but lately i've been thinking about him lately, he left the job a few months before i did and i never got to say goodbye to him. i ran into his brother who also worked there a few days ago, i didn't have the balls to ask him about his brother, but i remembered their last name for some weird reason (it's a weird last name) and what school they went to and then i remembered that my friend went to their school so i searched the name and they both popped up pretty quickly. i added them both on facebook and i was pretty excited. even though the guy has a girlfriend but even on the job where he would ALWAYS flirt and talk to me he had a girlfriend, he seems to go through them quite often. i mean it has been a few months and his profile picture has a baby in it and i don't know if it's his but i'm still pretty excited to talk to him again. he's so nice and mature and even though we won't be "together" that's kind of something i'm looking for to have in my life right now, no matter how it's in my life. everyone tells me i need "an older man" and grownups tell me i'm beautiful and i have a doll face but no boy my age has ever called me beautiful, EVER. he did though...

Sincerely,


Scream Queen